Man I cant tell you how much I want to give up on this art thing. Feels like Im the only one who believes in me and my hard work is a waste of time. I know no one will probably read this since my traffic is kinda zero here but its been a long road and Im feeling like stopping the car right now and I guess layoffs at the job arent really helping either. Really exhausted with trying to prove my worth to other human beings (cartoony style, realism style, inbetween) even after all these years. This is just a personal journey to myself I suppose. But I cant keep living this way anymore struggling for people’s approval. Art…Its just not enjoyable like it used to be, but i dont know what move to make next.
Playing around with painter again. A lot of MOBA’s /MMO type games use this cartoony realism style. I find that it’s easier to create that look in painter for some reason. Its always a good idea to be versatile in many styles from cartoony to realistic.
.Some armor. Painted a rendered version over my linework